First I was born on earth. Well, that wasn't actually what happened first, but in the context of this lifetime...

I love my soul. It's very vibrant, golden, playful, creative, loving, adventurous, and intense. Sometimes the intensity is a lot though.

I went through most of my life having no idea that I am a bright, fun, passionate person. Instead I was fully immersed in the dark. I thought I was born on the wrong planet, in the wrong body. I didn't understand how to "be normal," instead I was deep in anxiety and waves of depression. It was awful. I didn't know I was anything else.

This was part of my saced journey, and continues to be.

But yikes.

In 2010 I had my first awakening, touching deeply into my spirit, my truer essence, and so much JOY! I went from being intensely private and shame-filled, to bursting with life, energy, and trust in the unknown.

That lasted awhile, until a piece of shame got uncovered, and I was buried under it for some more years.

Then in 2015 I woke up again, and this time, I knew I never wanted to forget again (though I'm sure I have).

I made powerful choices and commitments to my path, not knowing where it was leading me, except into more SELF.

I made legendary friendships, learned that I knew how to dance, learned that my body has healing abilities, and got some profound insight into what was possible in this lifetime for me.

Through a lot of intensity, turmoil, dread and fear, anxiety, uncertainty, loss, hope and then crushing blows... etc... I'm still here. The path turns and opens yet again, and I am in greater service than ever before, humbled, and loving the creativity that flows out of me and touches... well, you!

And me. And us.

My greatest gift is still being revealed, and part of it, dear one, is this connection right now with you.

I'm not without fear, anxiety, terror these days. These parts are still with me, on my ongoing journey experience as a human in this life. Maybe they always will be.

But I now have a foundation of courage, trust, and certainty in who and what I am – and my journey.

And: these parts, I am sure, have gifts for me yet unknown and to be discovered in the years to come in the miracle unfolding.

Thank you for being here. I hope we get to express our ridiculous beauty on this planet, in these lifetimes, and right here, together.